1/01/2013

...took a long to come

Clarence Hinkle, Still Life (c. 1935)


In 2010 I wrote this list, which I revised in 2011, and revised again in 2012 (below).

A lot of the things on this list are goals that I still feel I need to work on - more dancing, more forest walking, more writing, more art.  Some things are life-goals - live in the country, visit a black sandy beach.  Still, I feel like I've accomplished a lot this year! I finally got up-close-and-personal with some alpacas after seeking out an alpaca festival in Wisconsin! I still haven't cut my hair, and it's getting really long.  I stopped drinking in 2010, and that has made all the difference - life is more vibrant and fun, and I'm more even-keeled and happy.  After 3 years, I finally got over an ex-boyfriend and realized that we weren't meant to be together.  I also realized that it was time to let my parents take care of themselves - something that took a lot of courage for me to do.     "Letting go" allowed me to allow Brian into my life and into my heart.  Which brings me to the biggest change of 2012: I got engaged! It's been a very good year.



So, here is the list for 2012:

1. visit a black sanded beach
2. live in a house in "the country" for at least 2 complete seasons
3. grow my hair long
4. comb an alpaca

5. let someone in to my heart
6. move somewhere nice
7. learn how to screenprint and then do it
8. get a promotion!!
9.
10. forgive and forget
11. more dancing
12. more forest walking
13. write a story to its natural end
14. keep gettin muddy
15. no alcohol
16. don't eat animals
17. keep it real
18. MORE ART.


What will I accomplish in 2013?  I'm excited to see.

What are your hopes and goals for the coming year?

12/22/2012

xmas



merry christmas from the kitten and me!

i hope your holidays are filled with love.

- glow owl

10/02/2012

Adriana Czernin, Untitled (2006)


"I must be myself. I cannot break myself any longer for you, or you. If you can love me for what I am, we shall be the happier. If you cannot, I will still seek to deserve that you should. I will not hide my tastes or aversions. I will so trust that what is deep is holy, that I will do strongly before the sun and moon whatever inly rejoices me, and the heart appoints. If you are noble, I will love you; if you are not, I will not hurt you and myself by hypocritical attentions. If you are true, but not in the same truth with me, cleave to your companions; I will seek my own. I do this not selfishly, but humbly and truly. It is alike your interest, and mine, and all men's, however long we have dwelt in lies, to live in truth. Does this sound harsh to-day? You will soon love what is dictated by your nature as well as mine, and, if we follow the truth, it will bring us out safe at last."
Essays: First Series by Ralph Waldo Emerson (Self Reliance, 1847) 

8/23/2012

let's swim to the moon

Summer is coming to a close.  University is back in session and students are here again, freshmen looking like baby birds.  City schools started last week, too.  Each day, on the way to work, I pass by the elementary school I went to when I was a child.  Yesterday I saw a girl in her official crossing-guard vest, arms stretched out bravely, then tiredly, then flaggingly.  I was once that girl.  I am still that girl! :)

A few other things to note:

  • Many of my friends are having babies! Such happiness! Congratulations, baby-mamas!

moon print / vaporqualqeur