1/25/2012

the plain sense of things


Snow / Saul Leiter / 1960


Street Scene / Saul Leiter / 1959



The Plain Sense of Things
Wallace Stevens 

After the leaves have fallen, we return
To a plain sense of things. It is as if
We had come to an end of the imagination,
Inanimate in an inert savoir.
 
It is difficult even to choose the adjective
For this blank cold, this sadness without cause.
The great structure has become a minor house.
No turban walks across the lessened floors.
 
The greenhouse never so badly needed paint.
The chimney is fifty years old and slants to one side.
A fantastic effort has failed, a repetition
In a repetitiousness of men and flies.
 
Yet the absence of the imagination had
Itself to be imagined. The great pond,
The plain sense of it, without reflections, leaves,
Mud, water like dirty glass, expressing silence
 
Of a sort, silence of a rat come out to see,
The great pond and its waste of the lilies, all this
Had to be imagined as an inevitable knowledge,
Required, as a necessity requires.

New York circa 1950 / Saul Leiter


(thinking about aging.  of course i am not old enough to be house in disrepair. but the spirit of aging, the awareness that you are, at times and in variation, not always fully alive, like a glossless pond with lilies that no one really sees.  that this is inevitable, that we should not fight it.  that it is only a moment, one of many.)

1/01/2012

It was a very good year.

2011: It was a very good year.

This was my list, written on January 4, 2010.

To Do in 2011:
1. visit a black sanded beach
2. live in a house in "the country" for at least 2 complete seasons
3. grow my hair long
4. comb an alpaca
5. let someone in to my heart
6. move somewhere nice
7. learn how to screenprint and then do it
8. get a real job
9.
10. forgive and forget
11. more dancing
12. more forest walking
13. write a story to its natural end
14. keep gettin muddy
15. no alcohol
16. stop eating animals
17. keep it real
18. MORE ART.


Feels good.  Now, time to write one for 2012.  

How about you?


getting longer...


12/19/2011